Petal Announces Headlining Tour
Releases EP Of Live at Studio 4 Performances
Out Now On Run For Cover Records
Petal, the moniker of Pennsylvania vocal powerhouse Kiley Lotz, has just announced her upcoming US headlining tour, beginning January 2019. Tickets for the tour are on sale now, and a full list of dates can be found below. In conjunction with the announcement, Petal has released Live At Studio 4, an EP of songs from her Studio 4 Session, via Run For Cover Records. The Live At Studio 4 EP features audio from the video session filmed live at Studio 4, also the recording facility for Petal’s acclaimed album Magic Gone, released earlier this year on Run For Cover Records. Live At Studio 4 features stripped down, solo performances of “Magic Gone” and “Stardust,” as well as a full band performance of “Better Than You.” Live At Studio 4 is available to stream and purchase now.
Recorded over the course of a month at Studio 4 in Conshohocken, PA, Magic Gone is a bitingly honest look at adulthood, accountability, responsibility, and mental health and the difficulties that go along with each of them. “I was a closeted queer person struggling with chronic mental health disorders,” says Lotz of the three year period that inspired the album. “There comes a moment where all the paranoia, anxiety and pain become too much and you realize the structure you built to survive is no longer is going to serve you. I had to make some very big life changes to make sure I didn’t die. It was not easy taking that level control over my life after spending many years worrying about upsetting others and being the best and most successful person I could be.”
That’s not to say that the last few years have only been negative for Lotz – there were a lot of great moments, too. She moved from New York City to Philadelphia, changed her focus from acting and theatre to music, toured with Julien Baker, Slingshot Dakota, and Kevin Devine, and chose to come out and live openly as queer, which she looks back on as one of the most beneficial decisions she’s ever made. “Coming out was the beginning of a long and continuing process of self actualization, of taking a hard look at myself and the problems I had and how I could fix them,” says Lotz.
Still, the highs of her rapidly changing life weren’t able to outweigh the lows, and in early 2017, Lotz found herself hitting a breaking point. Her mental health was rapidly declining, and after a relapse of suicidality, she made the difficult decision to prioritize her health above all else and move back to her hometown to enter intensive treatment for her major depressive and panic disorders.
It was that duality – the valley between the positives and negatives of life that she’d experienced – that inspired Magic Gone and its two halves. Side A, titled Tightrope Walker, features songs Lotz wrote before entering treatment, while Side B, Miracle Clinger, is comprised of songs she wrote in recovery. “I think those two parts of me are what kept me alive,” Lotz explains. “I became so skilled at the act of getting through every day that I trusted that ability, but knew if I slipped I could face a bad end. Still, I couldn’t help but have faith in myself and people and God and that things could be better, even though I felt so lost and hopeless.”
The culmination of it all is an album that showcases Lotz’ prowess as both a vocalist and a songwriter, drawing equal influence from ‘70s powerhouses like Queen and Nina Simone as it does modern vocalists like Solange, Margaret Glaspy and Mitski. Producer Will Yip distills Lotz down to her purest form, lending an unprecedented rawness to her sound. Themes of duality even make their way into the album’s instrumentation, specifically in Lotz’ decision to include church organ on the album; playing organ was a huge part of her life growing up, and to this day the sound of it inspires both comfort and fear in her. Track by track, the singer transforms her vulnerability from a curse into a tool with which to examine both where she went wrong and where she went right in her struggle for survival. Lotz offers a lesson for each of us on having the courage to face our demons and make the best choices for ourselves. “Really feeling what it’s like to be completely heart broken, instead of just pushing it down so deeply, allowed me to see the true strength in vulnerability. That acknowledging pain, struggle, loss and heart break, is strong. That being out is strong. That being ill takes strength all it’s own.”
1/16 – Cleveland, OH @ Mahall’s
1/17 – Lansing, MI @ Mac’s Bar
1/19 – Milwaukee, WI @ Colectivo
1/20 – Minneapolis, MN @ 7th Street Entry
1/21 – St. Louis, MO @ Blueberry Hill
1/22 – Columbus, OH @ Big Room Bar
1/23 – Washington, DC @ Songbyrd
1/24 – Philadelphia, PA @ First Unitarian Church
1/25 – New York, NY @ Rough Trade
1/26 – Hamden, CT @ The Space
1. Better Than You
2. Magic Gone